Yes I can't seem to be fucked to think of a good title shoot me if you like it

Yeah my creativeness is GONE for now! At least I can spell LMAO (I wonder how long that will last ay?)
I GOT TO SEE CAZ 2DAY woo. I hadn't seen her in a year I was soo wikedly overjoyed (and mental as usual Xp) It was fun !!! I can't believe I won't see her after this :(
Anyways I've got memories :)
I had a real wiked day haha.
Confusion rules!!

Man Im tired excited and yer...

I might head off soon LMAO

LALALALAL

U cant

Can you tell when someone is playing you?
Hm sometimes I think you can. Well it depends yeah?
FUCK ITS ANNOYING AS FUCK. You can't tell if the person really does like you or if it's just how the function. (Everyone will go through this at one point and those that don't well they're lucky bastards aren't they? LOL )
I''ll show you an example. A friend of mine CHIKI CHIKI XD This is her situation:
Well she just met this guy. Hes what 18 (shes 16 basically 2 years older than her) He great. He just lives in another state. (I've talked to the guy too) Basically she's confused at fuck. This guy he seems to be in love with his ex still (Shes a fucking slut I've met her well talked to her)
BUT here's the most FUCKIN AWESOME BIT
He can be real open with her right? So on msn when they talk he does the whole hugs & kisses thing (She does to though) And she kinda knows that he still likes his Ex so she backed off ay. And now its like all weird. He'll like kiss her and stuff but through msn (She's really busy [I'M SO PROUD OF HER]with work and stuff) And she is majorly confused. It's pissing me off to. I can't and I won't mention it too him basically because i have practices between my clients (he eh sound like a pro or something)
WHAT THE HELL R U SUPPOSE TO SAY!!!
Cos I mean if she asks him then he'll ask the question that she's dreading (For all those idiots : Do you like me/ Feel like that about me?) She's starting to like him.
I can't help but laugh because she's actually getting annoyed that she's starting to like him. (Great situation ain't it?)
Any ideas on what she should do (I basically have no advice on this because you don't have to know why LMAO)
Ay I know no one actually reads this HA HA but it's me (YEAH LIKE I GIVE A FUCK RIGHT?)

S.O Ara

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I couldn't think of a title XD

This one may get people a bit worried. I don't care. I hate people who pity me. I just cant stand it. (like my mother in the past) I don't really feel like telling people my problems. No one needs another complaining teenagers whose issues are not that serious.
I make people speak to me though. I love that. I make them open up to me. But only if I have the energy to do so.

There's those days when I'm not bothered at all. With anything. I'll be depressed as fuck. But no one can tell because I hide it. I smile. I say dude I'm bored. I can hide it. I've learnt to hide it.

Wow I sound soo not Tasha. The Tasha that everyone knows and sees is not like this. She wouldn't get upset if you said to her that shes pissing you off or anything. She'll say fuck you you're pissing me off too.

I don't like showing this side. Maybe because I think it's weaker. I've been independent since I was 7. A lot happened to me in my life already. I'm not going through them now. (I probably won't ever unless someone can pry it out of me GOOD LUCK)

Complains

It amazing how the littlest thing can affect your mood. My dreams are messing me up. Its annoying. I'm seeing again too. Why?

I wish Otto was here. I miss him.

Schools over soon.
Condor said the camp might be cancelled. NOOOOOOOOOO WHY WHY *cries*


OTTO TASKETE!!! *sad*



sayonara!

Angry???

Hmm its been a while since i did an angry rant yeah? WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN TALKING ABOUT THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME!!!!

This is a thank you.
A FUCKING THANK YOU TO THOSE ASSHOLES FUCK HEADS WHO DON'T LIKE SLEEPING AND WOULD RATHER PARK THEIR CARS IN FRONT OF A FUCKING PARK AND FUCKING OUT THEIR FUCKING DOOF DOOF SPEAKERS AT MAX AND FUCKING PLAY UGLY FUCKING MUSIC AND TALKING BOUT YOUR RIMS AND SHIT!! FUCK YOU ASSHOLES!!! I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON DRUGS? [VERY LIKELY YOU ARE BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK]
GO HOME YOU GOT ONE! WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOING HERE AT FUCKING 11 AT NIGHT HAVE YOU GOT NOTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO!! OH YEAH WHY DON'T YOU GO GET A FUCKING JOB OR GO TO UNI COS YOU AIN'T HELPING ANYONE STANDING OUTSIDE HOUSES LISTENING TO SOMETHING YOU CALL MUSIC!!!

Like tonight. Assholes out there again!!! I got so pissed i went out and said oi shut the fuck up i got a kid sleeping go home you fuckheads!!! Ofcourse like theyle leave just because i said that. I mean if they did id be happy.

It pisses me off. These idiots are all under 30 and shit still living at home probably.

They fucking drag race up and down the fucking road!!! GO GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!!


I really am pissed at this.

HEY I GOT AN IDEA WHY DON'T YOU DRIVE TO THE MIDDLE OF FUCKING NOWHERE AND DO THAT SHIT THERE!! I MEAN NO ONE WILL HEAR YOU AND SHIT SO NO PROBLEM THERE IS THERE?


IM GOING so cya
S.O Ara

It seems

That no one writes anythin wen i aint here huh? LOL ok then. JERKS jokin jokin

My holidays were spent watchin movies and sleepin n bein sick n half doin assignment :D

Yeh i was gonna say sumfin n now i forgot he he

S.O

Relationships

Fuck relationships.


They just hurt . Like hell. At first they're great the best thing ever. Thinking about them makes you smile. Get butterflies. Makes you happy.

Then it dies after a while yeah?

It hurts. So bad. You don't want to cry. Not anymore. God it drives you nuts and you wonder why? Why? Why?

FUCK THEM GOD IT MAKES ME SO FUCKIN ANGRY!!









But you can't help it. You can't help having someone to hold. Just sit there with. It makes you feel kind of complete.


I hate this.



I am dead.


The end.